Count To Ten - CUT_

My mother told me to know wrong from right

It’s gettin' easier to tell a lie

I go to therapy to stay alive

(R-E, responsibility, R-E, responsibility)

And now I’m livin' on my own, I guess

My father tells me that we all are blessed

Thank God the beating’s quiet and in my chest

(R-E, responsibility, R-E, responsibility)

There’s nothin' sacred between you and I

That hasn’t happened at least a thousand times

Swear for me, baby, not the emotional kind

So fuckin' lonely that at times I can’t think

But I’m not cryin' for your company

I only move between the crowds and sing

So close your eyes and maybe count to ten

I’ll disappear and I’ll come back again

That’s how I always leave my things to end

My life has turned into some masquerade

I can’t keep up with every role I play

I lock the door and stay at home most days

I’m in a suit and tie against the wall

With a pocket full of Adderall

Just feed me lies, I’m not responsable

I sing a song right as you fence me in

With every cliché that doesn’t make sense

Maybe it’s not what I need is

My love is not an ocean

I can’t hold your heart in my hand

You’re not the moon, or the stars, or the sky

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