Lifeline - Choke

Until this big revue

I thought i’d figured out

No release from the pressure

Growing strong

Confirmation from outside is a luxury

But without i have to dig for the reasons

Found to live inject my life with meaning

Suffering from pains

I needed a cure placed my attention

In what could make a difference

In my life all i wished for before

Was a reason to go on

Found in a tune hollow existence

A grim prospect secured a distance

And without i’m nothing

Sometimes i picture a life

A picture i can’t have denied

It with this therapy

I use to define identity

What’s lost in me

To where i realize has how been refined

Security’s no option

Invested all i had against recourse

Accepted rejection by decisions

To ignore average life

I was always so sure

That the answer lay beyond the prescribed path

Refused admission to my escape

Provided the stage

I need to realize/confirmed in my eyes