Terminal - Charm Farm

Makes me want to break down and cry, But I’m just happy the man’s alive

Times is running out my friend

Will you be happy again

Do you feel what I feel?

and do you see what I see as real?

Then you’re not crazy or blind…

Makes me want to get up and scream

Wake you out of your troubled dream

Try… I try, but what’s the use?

I’ll thank the skies for this abuse

It’s all right to need more.

and it’s all right to not be quite sure

You’ve got a feeling that’s pure, not terminal…

I watched my father as he disappears from the world, and

I watched my mother break down in tears, like a little girl

But I swear to god that I will never surrender one fucking smile

Not because I’m strong, or because it’s wrong

But I’m my father’s child…

Makes me want to break down, and cry

But I refuse, I’m gonna try

Now I’m wondering what to do —

I wonder if I’ll be you

Life isn’t what it used to be.

It never was, not that I see —

Everyone dies, its all the same… we’re all terminal