Side Sleepers - Cayetana

Having trouble with myself these days

I’m caged by my despondent ways

I wake up late and leave early

But it’s the crux of me to communicate cryptically

But I always speak softly when I’m talking to you

My friends and my habits, they stick to me like glue

But I always speak freely when I’m venting to you

But it’s no consolation for the way that I act

I will push you away, I will push you back

And you say

«You should get your shit together,

You could be so much better

If you get your shit together,

And know when you’re right, you’re right»

You see the ugly parts I wish you never knew

It’s hard to sit and hide when I’m always seeking you

Will you love me still if I can’t get out of bed?

Will you love me still with all these sick thoughts in my head?

I should get my shit together

I could be so much better

If I just get my shit together

And know when I’m right, I’m right