I Fade Away - Cat Dad, M.E

When I’m alone I find I fade away

And I thought I finally found I figured out I’m still the same

Got lost in doubt

My mind’s playin' games

Do it all over again

I can’t do it all again

When I’m alone I find I fade away

And I thought I finally found I figured out I’m still the same

Got lost in doubt

My mind’s playin' games

Do it all over again

I can’t do it all again

I always try

To say goodbye

But I can’t seem to shake this

When I’m alone

I find I fade away

Got lost in doubt

Mind playin' games

When I’m alone

I find I fade away

Got lost in doubt

When I’m alone I find I fade away

(When I’m alone)

And I thought I finally found I figured out I’m still the same

(I find I fade away)

Got lost in doubt

(Got lost in doubt)

My mind’s playin' games

(Mind playin' games)

Do it all over again

I can’t do it all again

When I’m alone I find I fade away

(When I’m alone)

And I thought I finally found I figured out I’m still the same

(I find I fade away)

Got lost in doubt

(Got lost in doubt)

My mind’s playin' games

(Mind playin' games)

Do it all over again

I can’t do it all again

(Do it all again)

Deep dive in the darkness

Do demons ever go to sleep?

I feel them keepin' me awake

See them sip my soul with tea

Sweet sugar-filled palm trees

Memories I can’t keep

Brittle bones in my back crack and break

As the black smoke starts to creep

And I don’t really mind when the time slips away

Finna find myself in the mirror somehow, someday

Holding out for change

Is about as pointless of a game that I could play

When I’m alone I find I fade away

(When I’m alone)

And I thought I finally found I figured out I’m still the same

(I find I fade away)

Got lost in doubt

(Got lost in doubt)

My mind’s playin' games

(Mind playin' games)

Do it all over again

I can’t do it all again

When I’m alone I find I fade away

(When I’m alone)

And I thought I finally found I figured out I’m still the same

(I find I fade away)

Got lost in doubt

(Got lost in doubt)

My mind’s playin' games

(Mind playin' games)

Do it all over again

I can’t do it all again

(Do it all again)