Can't.Lie.Around.Remembering.Everything - Capstan

This hit me from left field

These feelings that you had concealed

A sense of emptiness that you revealed

Leaving silence over the phone line

There were some things I just couldn’t say

I thought about you every fucking day

Watching miles slowly cause decay

While the weeks and months tear you away

Well, I guess it’s just a missed sense of confidence

Don’t worry because I’ll be fine

You’ve got your city lights and I’ve got the shoreline

You will always be branded in me

A memory I’ll try to keep out of my head

A reoccurring dream I can’t forget so I’ll just sleep in instead

I’m leaving open seats to the New York City streets

I always figured they’d be just a little too crowded for me

But I swear there was weight in the words you said

Enough to knock me off my feet and straight into your bed

These bad dreams relapse two separate marks on the same map

I keep chasing these times I know I can’t get back

Well, I guess it’s just a missed sense of confidence

Don’t worry because I’ll be fine

You’ve got your city lights and I’ve got the shoreline

You will always be branded in me

A memory I’ll try to keep out of my head

A reoccurring dream I can’t forget so I’ll just sleep in instead

I’m leaving open seats to the New York City streets

I always figured they’d be just a little too crowded for me

It’s just another classic case

Of the right person at the wrong time

You left me with a wreck inside my head

Bloody knuckles and a note that read

«You should have loved someone else instead»

I should’ve loved someone else instead

And I know this could never work

So I’ll play it out in my head instead

From the moment that we met

To those three words that you never said

You are the life support that time cut short

The skip in my heartbeat, I’m dragging my feet

You are the lock on my gate keeping me from moving on

You left me with a wreck inside my head

You left me with a wreck inside my head

You left me with a wreck inside my head

You left me with a wreck inside my-