who knew? - Callux

[Verse One}

Lately I been smoking every night just to fall asleep

But I panic when I’m manic my heart just missed a beat

Catching glimpses of the shadows that I used to see

I know that they belong to the person that I used to be

Drugs packed up in the backpacks

Used to be scared but I’m past that

Didn’t know time moves this fast

Just yesterday I feel like I was

Like I was

Just a kid again

I’ve had the same friends

Since back then

What happened?

Since back then

What happened?

[Hook}

I’v seen the world tear us apart

Who knew lif would be this hard

I’ve seen the world tear us apart

Who knew life would be this hard

Talking to the homies smoked out in the living room

The world is a scary place and none of us know what to do

Laughing avoiding the pain watching cartoons

But then I get stuck in my brain thinking about you

But who is you anyways

I’m looking for better days

My moms still prays on a daily basis

I’m faced with the pity I feel towards individuals who think that there gonna

be saved

By amazing grace

Or the Holy Ghost

Oh

I pray to god that I’m wrong

But everyday I’m in pain so I put it in a song

Smoking cigarettes till my lungs gone

I blow out the poison

Just to feel something

[Hook}

I’ve seen the world tear us apart

Who knew life would be this hard

I’ve seen the world tear us apart

Who knew life would be this hard