Forward or Crazy - Call It Off

I haven’t felt this lonely for a while now

I need to break this routine, but I don’t know how

I also don’t know where my motivation went

But it surely makes a handy argument

I wrecked my brains for a good six months

The only thing I came up is this f*cking song

It’s okay for now, but it will not last

It can come live with me in the f*cking past

I really need to get it together

This isn’t gonna work out forever

The only way from f*cked up or lazy

Is either going forward or crazy

I tried to run from problems, they kept showing up

The only friend I have is the coffee mug

He’s the silent type, doesn’t talk that much

But he listens well and he doesn’t judge

I feel okay though, but the Vicodin

Doesn’t justify the state I’m in

My bloodshot eyes couldn’t be more red

And I talk to things that are inanimate

I really need to get it together

This isn’t gonna work out forever

The only way from f*cked up or lazy

Is either going forward or crazy

Forward or crazy

I can’t go on like this

I am f*cked and useless

I can’t go on like this

I am f*cked and useless

It’s 3 a.m. and I’m wide awake

With a cigarette and a head that aches

I wonder why I don’t go to bed

Instead of pondering over things I said

25 and counting

Can’t bring myself to do anything

And the worst part is, is that I’m aware

I’m responsible for my own despair

I really need to get it together

This isn’t gonna work out forever

The only way from f*cked up or lazy

Is either going forward or crazy

Forward or crazy

Forward or crazy

Forward or crazy

Forward or crazy