I Can't - Caitlyn Smith

This ain’t a twenty minute town no more

It don’t look the same

Red lights, bars, streets, too much concrete

I don’t recognize a thing

Ain’t a twenty minute call no more

No, you don’t call me at all

Outside, a rain falls, curtains half drawn

I’m here, talking to the walls

All the time and the whiskey I’ve wasted

That I ain’t ever getting back

And I’ve tried to find the courage just to face it

But I can’t, I can’t

And I’m tired of you feeling like a stranger

Over and over again

Oh, when everything around me keeps changing

But I can’t, I can’t, I can’t

It feels impossible to move sometimes

Like you’re still in the room

Smoke on my breath, chains on my chest

Damn, you won’t cut me loose

I just gotta get out of here

Get up off of the floor

Find my senses 'cause you meant it

You’re not coming back no more

All the time and the whiskey I’ve wasted

That I ain’t ever getting back

Oh, I’ve tried to find the courage just to face it

But I can’t, I can’t

And I’m tired of you feeling like a stranger

Over and over again

Oh, when everything around me keeps changing

But I can’t, I can’t, I can’t

Oh, I can’t, I can’t

All the time and the whiskey I’ve wasted

That I ain’t ever getting back

I’ve tried to find the courage just to face it

But I can’t

Yeah, I’m tired of you feeling like a stranger

Over and over again

Oh, when everything around me keeps changing

But I can’t, I can’t, I can’t

No, I can’t, I can’t (As hard as I try, as hard as I try, I can’t)

(As hard as I try, as hard as I try, I can’t) I can’t, I can’t

Oh, I can’t (As hard as I try, as hard as I try, I can’t)

(As hard as I try, as hard as I try)