Tigerlilly -

I’m breathing in this understanding

With tight fists I’m letting go of artifacts

Jaded, misanthropic

With tired eyes I’m giving in to giving up

Painting horizons on this heavy heart

With broken arms I will try to lift you up

Shaking withered hope in ancient bones

I am lost inside kaleidoscope eyes

I am lost

I am gone

Sadness is a song and its covered in mud

And its hard to sing with this dirt in my lungs

Heavy breathing, I tried to keep you here with me

Shaking, I’m alone and I have hope

I am lost inside kaleidoscope eyes

Oh how hard I tried

I am gone

Send me to sea

Floating away, I can’t breathe

Buried I memories, I am gone

All the sad things sing along

Through the bilge in their lungs

Sweeter than sugar

With a mouthful of blood

I am gone

I am a haunted home

You left me on my own

Its all I’ve ever known