Finding Me - Brighter Than A Thousand Suns

Reach way down

You don’t know who you are 'til you’re hurtin' for it

On the ground

You don’t know what you want 'til it’s making you quit

Beauty becomes a demon feasting on trauma

What once was hope is starving for sorrow

Finding me

Is not so easy

Integrity

Is weighing on me

I can’t breathe

With all this safety

Suffocating who I want to be

Hide away

You don’t change without pain when your heart needs to break

Face to face

You don’t know what you want 'til you give it a name

Heartbreak and past mistakes have opened the floodgates

I wake afraid I’ll give in to my pain

Gotta break relation

With the isolation

Thinking too hard ‘bout the devastation

You can bend your fear

But you never break it

So pound the pavement like you are awakened