06 Walk Away - Breathless

Here again in the same sad state

Walking in to daylight in a new shade of fallen grace

No reason to stay here

There’s nothing to stay here for

Pick up your things

Turn around

And walk.

Dream and dream again

A pattern I know

The reason we’ve made it this far

Is entirely down to you.

Just look at you

The idea of you

So in love with love

So in love with the idea

I thought that you needed me

I felt that you wanted me

It’s here I find I’ve lost all control

I realise I must walk away

It’s been too long with no sense of consequence

No sense at all

I don’t want to care anymore

I don’t want to

It’s time to walk away.

You knew that it wasn’t my fault

But you talk as if it really was

I took the blame

And you let me

And when I wasn’t looking

You thought you’d take all that you want

It’s a shame

And for all of us

It ricochets on

You can see it in their eyes

That they don’t know weather to laugh or cry

In my way it was a foolish game

No where in this sorry affair

Is there anything like an excuse

Here I am now so embarrassed for you

And somehow ashamed of myself

What you did was wrong

You can paint it any shade you want

But no colour finds me relief.