Bulletproof - Breakdown of Sanity

locked up behind these walls ages of trying to cope

behind December’s walls years and years of finding myself this was the

longest journey I’ve ever made days of wasting tears and no one cares

countless nights, drowning in worthless nightmares ages of trying to cope

ages of not giving up hope

keeping alive the hope for a deeper sense, for a better understanding of

my world, my destiny, my goals and myself climbing out of that endless

misery, no security, no confirmation of an end alone in the masses

is there anybody on my side?

please appear now I feel myself slowly

crumbling and when the rain is coming I can feel myself melting into the

ground becoming the puppet I never meant to be

I don’t know how, I don’t know why, so sure I don’t deserve this but there

came an eastern wind that brought me forward, pushed me out of the sludge

formed my actual self, buried my inner demons locked up behind December’s

walls

the rain can’t force me down anymore I’m strong enough to hold back the

storms now seeing my visions clear like never before from that day I met

you

for what you are, for what you saw in me now I can see clearly all the

wrong paths I took the prospect is perfect from the roof I see down the

walls I am bulletproof

and if the vultures are ever circling above me again you can be sure I

won’t let you go because I know you can still feel my passion strengthened

by the scars I’ve collected in the past I will move heaven and earth to

save this because I’m bulletproof