Chainsmoking - Bravo, Carneyval

What if everything I know about you isn’t true

And you’re havin fun just fuckin with my mind

Don’t tell me nothin just leave me in this dream state I’ll be alright

I’d rather die slowly

And act like you love me

Than fall down when I’m up this high

In deep water but you’re still holdin me down

I know loving you is suicide

I know loving you is suicide

I know loving you is suicide

I drink until I’m numb this shits normal cause i can’t stop thinking ‘bout you

now i don’t feel bad when I call you

I don’t need nothin' from no one but i need everything from you baby

I’m chainsmokin' ‘til my lungs turn blue

Everyday I’m starting over square one now I’m stuck on you

Lead me on even if it feels wrong fuck I think I’m obsessed

I’d rather die slowly

And act like you love me

Than fall down when I’m up this high

In deep water but you’re still holdin me down

I know lovin you is suicide

I know loving you is suicide

I know loving you is suicide

Just leave me hanging love

I’ll keep on hanging on

Cause I know loving you is suicide

I know loving you is