Grateful (Always Somethin') - Bobby Sessions

I’m in the back room

Drunk from the Gin and juice

I feel dead in my living room

Darkness is what’s ahead of me

Karma, my passion killing me

I need help, where the therapy?

Run but problems are getting me

where my roots

Brick wall, I break through

Catch me jumped off the top flo'

Who’s that person?

I’m not sho'

Dead my cell phone, it turned off

Hop in a black car and swerve off

Sliding a black card, I’m maxed out

I get lasted and cash out

All in, fall through, we assed out

Big check, I called you and passed out

Death row but the rent do

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

Not one but I got two

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

I need a job but the gas low

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

When you fix one thing like why add mo'

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

I hear, this pain I heard of

I fear, true brings and murda'

I steer clear of the bullshit

I live right by the pulpit

I spend days as a lost soul

My friends, high school, I lost those

My heart filled with the sadness

My mind filled with the madness

Liver filled up with the whisky

Tears run, filled up with envy

I hate the version that could be

My fate it ain’t where it should be

My faith is predetermined

My face wrinkled from worry

Help me save me from myself

Black nine, off safety on my shelf

Death row but the rent do

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

Not one but I got two

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

I need a job but the gas low

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

When you fix one thing like why add mo'

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

It’s hard to see the good with the lights out

Hard to roll the good with the lights out

Hard to pull a bitch with the lights out

I’mma have to turn this shit around right now

Repent, wash all my bad sins

Fo’give, but I’m bad at asking

I tried, spoke with the deacon

Help my folks on the weekend

Go hard, this from the bottom

Go rise, shatter my conscience

I lied, child into adult

Second chances for addicts

I am bigger than problems

I cannot begin to solve 'em

If I’m blind, self image is fucked

Then I saw God, damn I lucked up

Death row but the rent do

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

Not one but I got two

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

I need a job but the gas low

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

When you fix one thing like why add mo'

(Man it feels like it’s always something)

It’s hard to see the good with the lights out

Hard to roll the good with the lights out

Hard to pull a bitch with the lights out

I’mma have to turn this shit around right now

It’s hard to see the good with the lights out

Hard to roll the good with the lights out

Hard to pull a bitch with the lights out

I’mma have to turn this shit around right now

Grateful