BACK SEAT - BLCKK

I’m on empty

I been dying in the back seat

Said it never got better 'cause it’s on me

I never trust myself

I should do what I’m told 'fore I kill myself

Wanna waste my time, tell 'em I’m fine

I wasn’t ready for you to fuck up my life

Talk 'bout me 'cause I’m all she see

Yeah, yeah, yeah, well, tell 'em I’m fine

You act like either of us meant that

It’s not my fault you couldn’t act right

It’s not like I tried to 'cause, baby, you’d be dead if I hurt you

Oh my god, I don’t wanna take my time

Tell me that I’m right

I don’t think that you get it 'cause I might

'Cause you went over my head

'Cause every message I sent

It meant like, I’m in the wrong place but don’t really mind space

Tell me how it went so well 'cause I’ll stay

Figure it out 'cause it’s all not perfect

Give it a year and I’ll make me worth it

Come meet my only friend

He’s not real but I’ll pretend

He hates me so much more

But none of that hurts 'cause it’s all in my head

I gave you everything and I still watch you texting him

I hate you, I can’t make you feel this way

Fucking what do I say?