Lying To Myself - Blackfire

im not going anywhere today i found that there’s no use i have my reasons id like to think itll have to do im not giving anymore yesterday i tried to hard i had a reason now that reason is gone

im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying to myself im so…

im not going out of my way yesterday i was naive ill come down when i have a reason so dont wait up for me take all you can depression is an excuse more

than what you need i need the abuse

im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying to myself im so…

hate… lies…truth?

leave me alone

im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying to myself im so…

im not going anywhere today i found that theres no use i had a reason now i have an excuse im not giving anymore yesterday i gave all i had i thought i was

happy it was just a fad

im lying to myself i dont care anymore im lying to myself im so bored m lying

to myself i dont care anymore im lying to myself im so…