October - Blackfield

My happiness is buried in the sand

In the backyard of my life, I can’t remember where

Think it was October’s rain that watched me cry

No one else was around my happiness

Diving to the bottom of the sea

To find the wild white pearls which hide from me

But only empty shells were lying there

Like my happiness, my happiness

When you see me running

Don’t assume I’m running, to somewhere I belong

When you see me crying

Don’t feel sorry for me

My happiness is a like a snake

It slides below the wooden floor to the darkest place

And just sits and waits till no one’s there

Just like my happiness, my happiness

And when I see you smiling

I come to you, I’m trying

To steal your smile for me

I hate you when you’re glowing

The way you’re walking

Between my tears

So when you see me running

Don’t assume I’m running, to somewhere I belong

And when you see me crying

Don’t feel sorry for me

So when I die and October comes

And the leaves start falling down upon the ground

And when the rain will stop you can be sure

I’ve found my happiness