chaos... - Bishop Nehru

Where I go, I don’t know where I’m going

Cause I’ve been

Rain, rain go away

Let me see another day

All my demons wanna play

But I just wanna be okay

I’m caught up in my thoughts again

Drifting off and I’m lost again

A walking sin, I’m haunted

Wanting all this nonsense to end

Chaos been all around me

Now I’m coughing in my fucking skin

Reminding me of magic and the power darkness has within

I now that they’ll never get my spin

I’m showing 'em how the kids could win

They holding me out but then again

no control in me

My main hope is poetry

They hope but they ain’t know I always oversee

They only see a glimpse of me

They come and go then it repeats

I’m numb but never dumb

I so I can

Weight up on my shoulders

But when them tables turn

The bridges burn and breaking in between

misery

Miss me with negativity

Admitting different energies has been the focus

Change

Changed like chaotic

Where I go, I don’t know where I’m going

Cause I’ve been

Rain, rain go away

Let me see another day

All my demons wanna play

But I just wanna be okay

Be okay

I just wanna be okay