Say I'm Sober - Billy Lockett

Flushed out the demons

And I’ve been blaming someone else

I have my reasons

Why I couldn’t be myself

And I’ve been trying

But it don’t come easy to me

It don’t come easy to me

Total disaster

Grew like a cancer in my chest

And in the laughter

Was it pain I thought I’d left?

But, I’ve been trying

But that don’t come easy to me

It don’t come easy to me

And I’ve been working hard to heal

But nobody gonna feel what I feel

And now

I’ve been tryna break it down to build it up

I’ve been tryna tell myself I’m good enough

So, tell me it’s over, say I’m sober

And I’m done

Done with staying out all night until the dawn

Saying I’m alright to cover up the storm

So, tell me it’s over, say I’m sober

These broken pieces

Stitch back together by a thread

I know I’ll never

Be the same inside my head

But, I’ve been trying

But that don’t come easy to me

It don’t come easy to me

And I’ve been working hard to heal

But nobody gonna feel what I feel

And now

I’ve been tryna break it down to build it up

I’ve been tryna tell myself I’m good enough

So, tell me it’s over, say I’m sober

And I’m done

Done with staying out all night until the dawn

Saying I’m alright to cover up the storm

So, tell me it’s over, say I’m sober

And I’m learning through the fire

But the flames are getting higher

Every day’s a little harder on and on

Goes on and on

So, I live like it’s my last

Keep the pain inside the past

I won’t go back, won’t go back

So, now

I’ve been tryna break it down to build it up

I’ve been tryna tell myself I’m good enough

So, tell me it’s over, say I’m sober

And I’m done

Done with staying out all night until the dawn

Saying I’m alright to cover up the storm

So, tell me it’s over, say I’m sober