Wasted - Beta Radio

Must be wasted

On the waitin'

I’ve been wonderin'

About a home

The fable painted

Is it my creation?

I guess I’ve been chasin'

What I don’t know

I’ve been seeking

Some assurance

And comin' back

To old ceremonies

I see my old friends

And they seemed offended

But I’m still seeking

My old home

I spent my summers

On incantations

I put my tongue in

To tell a taste

But I went back there

Where I was younger

Where they’re just waiting

On the rest

I don’t want freedom

Or to be better

I just wanna believe

This void will close

'Till it’s yawning

A gap like kings

But still I’m seeking

Somewhere to go

I must be wasted

On the waitin'

I’ve been wonderin'

If I will see

The fabled painting

Through my confusion

Where everything is soothing

And everything is real

I had a first time

I had forgiveness

I had an answer

But I had to go

Is there one path maybe?

But I need a clear sign

Light me a beacon

So I can know

What I need