Maybe If I - Beside Myself

I offer it all to meet decline

With the stupid fucking panic when eyes meet mine

And the caustic cancer, my words explode

Into a display of vomit relating a void

Maybe if I could close my eyes

I would wake in a better time and place

Where the sun doesn’t shine

Lets me sleep through the weeks

And the years would just pass on by

Age increases and I’ll forget my past

To become the jester and the fool at last

And the dollar sign will have value on her

With the weathered crown, I’m through, I’m fine

Maybe if I could close my eyes

I would wake in a better time and place

Where the sun doesn’t shine

Lets me sleep through the weeks

And the years would just pass on by