Waiting Like Mad - Ben Watt

You pull a face as the train pulls away

My heart’s running on but my feet seem to stay

The night’s closing in, but I don’t want to sleep

My heart’s running on, but my love’s running deep

And there’s nothing to see and I’m turning away

But the train’s still in view so I’m turning to stay

Forcing a smile in that lonely place

And cursing because I left my cigarettes in your case

Blood’s running thick and my blood’s running free

But no one gives a damn because there’s no wound to see

I’m hurting inside and I’m hurting the world

My temper’s quick, I feel so sick

Because I’ve lost the pearl my fingers curled around

It’s stupid because I know my anger’s wrong

It’s stupid because I know you won’t be long

But still I miss you more than everything else

I suppose more than anything I’m angry with myself