Hurts - Ben Levin

Here’s this Boggling object

A container for your love and your logic

Not enough skull so be cautious

Don’t want your dreams oozing out like a faucet

Losing out now well you lost it

Don’t matter anymore

You’re beyond this

No life no drive just a place in my mind

I return to sometimes when I forget that you died

Dyed hair smell and I rinse with the tide

Till my age shows through like a tree on its side

And the rings around Saturn and the rings to remind

I’m living each day your life at a time

Echo echo echo

Just like catching up on this

Stuff I put aside

Caus it hurts

When I say your name

Sing the song I mad

Think of what you’d say

Talk the night away

Caring for your dad

When he couldn’t walk

Walking hand in hand

In the twilight park

We don’t go there yet

Don’t think it exists

But I think of it

When it’s you I miss

Haven’t had a chance

Fully process yet

Time flying so fast

I can barely grasp

I can’t even track

How much I hold back

Running from the crash

Running from the fact

Seasons full of death

Slow down the attack

Chillin' in the kitchen

Cookin' while I listen

Making fresh pasta

Pouring the ingredients

Laughing at podcasts

Stepping over yoga mats

We’re going on a walk

To the lake after dark

Our favorite spot

Just like catching up on this

Stuff I put aside

Cause it hurts