Nowadays - Bello

Stress drinking, got me always thinking

Moved away, haven’t talked all weekend

Now I’m hearing 'bout you and another nigga

Late night message saying, «Are you kidding?»

Text me back saying, «of course you’re better.»

But you not around so what’s the difference?

I’m a broken heart with a love addiction, damn

Aye, turning [?} into better things

Always saying that we were nothing but honestly we’re everything

Fell in love with older women

Made me not accustomed to sober living

Moved to the city hoping that it’s different

Just to find out that it’s never different, damn

Didn’t think this would be hard

Saw the end before the start

Aye, said you didn’t need me anymore

Now I’m doing things you can’t ignore

Thinking 'bout the day when you were mine

Found one, won’t find another cuz I gave you way too much time

Strong opinions make 'em never listen

Guess losing dimes is just a cost of living

Mama raised me to never judge these women

But they never different so I left at night

Aye, bring that Thunder like Melo nigga

Told me things you can’t tell yo nigga

When I’m brought up you start hesitating

Don’t know why you and me been waiting

Tryna move on knowing that won’t happen

Said if I was home this would never happen

But we both know that it never happened, damn

Didn’t think this would be hard

Saw the end before the start

Aye, said you didn’t need me anymore

Now I’m doing things you can’t ignore