Losing Touch - Bellevue Days

God only knows what I’m doing here

And while my mind runs wild

My body’s shaking up in fear

And am I one of them?

Are these fools my friends?

Are we losing touch, or have I given up?

It’s all the same to me

I should’ve told you then

How could I know?

And God only knows what I’m thinking here

I tried to find the will again

But it always disappears

And here we go again

Are these thoughts my friends

Are we moving on, and do I try too hard?

It’s all the same to me

I should’ve told you then

How could I know?

And you know

I could’ve told you then

But how could I know?

I’m so fucking tired

Of everything that’s safe

And every night

I try to find the strength to run away

Away

Can I?