The First Cut - Beatrice Eli

Don’t look back in anger

You’re still a child, just above 25

You should be out every night and fuck whoever you like

Don’t you look so sad now

I won’t forget how you got me wet

We had a moments, I won’t deny that

I know it hurts

The first cut’s always the deepest

I know it hurts

And it feels like dying slowly

I know it burns

But I promise it’s gonna get better

I know it hurts

I know it hurts

The first cut’s always the worst

What you want from me now?

You threw a dart right through my heart

Now you wanna be friends but we never was

You don’t owe me nothing

Just don’t be a dick, texting me shit like how you want back your money

Don’t do me like that

I know it hurts

The first cut’s always the deepest

I know it hurts

And it feels like dying slowly

I know it burns

But I promise it’s gonna get better

I know it hurts

I know it hurts

The first cut’s always the worst

I used to cry myself to sleep

Every night I used to dream about you

I used to think about your eyes and how they looked right into mine

I did

Every person I met, every hand I held

I compared to yours and how yours felt

I used to miss you all the time

I haven’t missed you for a while

I’m alright now, oh yeah

I know it hurts

The first cut’s always the deepest

I know it hurts

And it feels like dying slowly

I know it burns

But I promise it’s gonna get better

I know it hurts

I know it hurts

The first cut’s always the worst