Spoiled - Basement

Colour me in kindness,

Cover me with love.

I am blessed.

You’re burying your father,

You’re burying your son.

You are dead.

I know nothing of real pain,

I’m a child and I am spoiled.

I hate myself for my complaints,

I’m pathetic and I’m bored.

I cry simply at the thought.

I crumble at the sight.

If I ever had to feel, I

I would fall to my knees

And pray for god to save me.

I have never been in love,

I pretend to care.

Convince myself that it’s enough,

I was never there.

I am hiding in the dust,

Sweep me underneath the chair.

I have never been in love.

I keep on giving,

I keep on giving up