Only Boundaries - Balance and Composure

I try to find my plight

But it wouldn’t show itself to me

So I got lost along the way

It seems that everything is grey

But that’s okay

I know it’s out there waiting for me

But I can’t see it from where I stand

And all this going but not knowing

If you plan on ever showing up

Is getting so old

I’m not getting out

As you grow old, you’ll see that it’s useless

To make an attempt to escape reality

I see no hope for us, only boundaries surround me

And crush the hope inside

Lately the colours don’t seem as bright as they could be to me

It’s so impossible to treat these days

I’m not getting out

I’m not getting out

I’m not getting out