Broke, Bruised and Bitter - Backfire!

I’m drowning in filthy water.

I’m starting to go insane!

Should I stop believing?

And just accept my pain?

I’ve got this power in me!

The will to make it stop!

I’m caught in a pattern of self-destruction

And I’m trying to get back on top.

You can’t burn up if you were never on fire!

You can´t find the truth surrounded by lairs!

Hate me much and I will hate me more!

I hate myself like never before!

Addicted to chaos, addicted to filth.

I’m used to the lies, the anger the guilt.

Life gave me more than I have gave life.

Now all I have is my will to survive!

I’m tired, I’m pissed off.

I’m fucked up, I’ve lost love.

I’m angry and violent, I crossed the line!

But I have learned that life is a journey.

Don’t take mine!

I’m done with this life, I’m done being with her.

I’m sick of this strife, being broke bruised and bitter.

Relapse is reality so swallow the hurt.

Hang on to your misery and deal with the dirt!

Fuck being faithful, stop wasting my time.

My dreams became nightmares with bloodshed and crime.

You don’t have to tell me

I’m headed for hell.

But you won’t see me crying.

I will face it like a man.

I’m tired, I’m pissed off.

I’m fucked up, I’ve lost love!

I’m angry and violent, I crossed the line!

But I have learned that life is a journey.

Don’t take mine!

MY PAIN IS MY SALVATION!

MY WILL IS MY DEDICATION!

I CAN NOT DOUBT THE EXISTENCE OF HELL

BECAUSE — I’M — LIVING IN IT!