The Waiting - Axum

Suddenly waiting to find the scoop on a million things

That I thought I’d the drop on

When all before my eyes the fate that I thought

I’d been building up for fell around me

I know I’m not as strong as any daydreamed thought

I’d have about me but talk about an overestimation

Sometimes I get sick around me

I’d love to kill the waiting for, the waiting for is all I ever see

You’ve never done, you’ve rarely been

A second guessing, indecisive bitch

With bony arms and legs, me, I’m just fine, thanks

But I figure I could change at any second that I choose

By stopping feeling for my pains and stopping singing for the blues

It gets so old to hear a whiner that is doing rather well

It makes me sick to see you cry when you fall down and break a nail

Do you see?

It’s all a choice

Nobody in real life gets pre-programmed by a voice

Get off your ass, try again

There’s no such thing as good or bad days

It’s all up in your head

Be creative once again

Just like when you were little

And you danced upon the edges