Analysis Paralysis - Awake at Last

I feel intoxicated

I hear them rapping in my mind

My anxiety is enslaving me

So desperate, so confined

I know that I’m not the man who I always thought I would be

I think I’m searching for the promised land but the road seems to betray me

So tear away my skin, I know there’s something more

It’s a battle I can win, what am I afraid for?

I feel like fire in the rain, I’m trying to shine a light

Find a way to break these chains

In spite of you, I gotta stay strong

I don’t wanna be loved, I just wanna be something more

'Cause I can feel it inside, it’s a changing of tides

I just have to know what I stand for

When everything is at a standstill

And I lose my sense of time

I feel my heart start racing

And now my mind’s in overdrive

Out of touch, out of mind, I’m pacing, trying to make the pieces combine

Wanna run, wanna hide, but my body’s please, God, hear my cries

Tear away my skin, I know there’s something more

It’s a battle I can win, what am I afraid for?

I feel like fire in the rain, I’m trying to shine a light

Find a way to break these chains

In spite of you, I gotta stay strong

I don’t wanna be loved, I just wanna be something more

'Cause I can feel it inside, it’s a changing of tides

I just have to know what I stand for

Breathe in, breathe out

Don’t you fade

Breathe in, breathe out

Don’t you fade

I feel like fire in the rain, I’m trying to shine a light

Find a way to break these chains

In spite of you, I gotta stay strong

I don’t wanna be loved, I just wanna be something more

'Cause I can feel it inside, it’s a changing of tides

I just have to know what I stand for

(Know what I stand for)

(Yeah, what am I afraid for?)