Postpartum Evisceration -

Macerated by hate, spreads like disease that is all consuming

My only thought is to kill, my family, my children, my infant, myself

Possessed by an evil in me, I start the slaughter with my screaming baby

Stifle her cries with my axe, the final lullaby the sound of her death

Realizing what I have done, continuing my campaign of blood

Murder my entire family, consumed with morbid insanity

Hearing screams of their horrific death

Scolding life away, their souls I redeem, I must baptize them in pain

Killing one by one, struggling, submerged, I drown my toddler son

Heat and steam I breathe, the adrenaline and sweat, I can barely fucking see

Leaving his corpse at the bottom of the tub, flesh bloating

Indecency, the dead bodies, they multiply

They will finally be at peace, unbearable suffering, condemned to burn in hell

for eternity

I’m not done, I still hear crying, defilement of gods creations, bleed

Transgression, this state of being, disillusion all but devours me

Visions of my destiny, my holy quests to bond, torture, kill all I see

Postpartum Evisceration

Scorching after life, there is no hiding, you realize what gods plans has in

store for

Hunting kids as prey, for they must suffocate, in water and pain, inundation

Dispelling all their sins, I begin to pray, as their lives slip away,

parturition

Bathroom filled with dead, bodies of those I loved, what have I become,

abomination

Execrations, slitting my throat in agony, deprivation, of blood and life,

of god and light

Incantations — blasphemous curse I’m vomiting, slipping away, descending to

voids of darkness

Perverse, enlightened, condemned, I leave my body