Fall Apart - AVAIL

I look back now*

Faded memory

I could never be free

I held back now

And paid dearly

I could never

Be free

Started running

And just kept running

Got hit from the fall

Now I don’t want

To feel this way again

Should have let go

Long ago

Try to look back now

But I don’t want to

See the way I’ve been

Don’t know where to start