Guts to Laugh - Autophobia

Deep inside my heart where it hurts the best

Hit me like a poison dart on my open chest

Oh, I admit that it hurts

To say the worst

And I feel like dirt to say the rest

Started in the school back in seventh grade

With braces and so cool to be exactly the same

Shout what the people will hear

Conform then disappear

Hurrah, it got me where I am today

Living off of sandcastles and thing from before

The times I wish I never had had

Crumbling into the sea is hard to ignore

At least I still have guts to laugh

(Guts to laugh)

Fifteen and a half and feeling dumb

Waiting for the peace of mind to finally come

Stomping the rake, eat the bitter cake

Or do I smile until the trips and falls

Are practically gone?

Living off of sandcastles and things from before

The times I wish I never had had

Crumbling into the sea is hard to ignore

At least I still have guts to laugh

I still have guts to laugh