On tam bol - Augustin

On tam bol, keď si prechádzal trápením

On tam bol, keď si zase padal k zemi

On tam bol, keď si mal plný stôl

On tam bol, áno, Boh tam bol

On tam bol, keď to rodina už vzdala

On tam bol, keď si sa cítil sám, sama

On tam bol aj pri každej show

On tam bol, áno, Boh tam bol

Keď som mal úzkosti, depky

Keď ostal som skeptik z toho, že nie som pekný

A minulosť ma zväzovala tak, že som nevyletel von

Z tej svojej uzavretej klietky

Som rozmýšľal, aké by to bolo pred tým?

Ako by to bolo, keby vtedy v nebi zasiahli anjeli?

Ostal som bez viery

Stres, bolesť a vredy

Nedalo sa tomu nejako predísť?

Tieto vety sa mi tlačili až na pery

Nevedel som, či to môžem nanovo tu zveriť

Bohu, ktorý tu je alebo vlastne neni?

Dávno chcel som byť už v cieli

Prečo teda zmenili sa smery?

Prečo musím tomu čeliť?

A kedy skončí kolotoč pádov k zemi?

Tak vie mi niekto povedať

Na koho sa mám spoliehať?

Už neni vo mne dôvera

Prišiel som o veľa

Času a hlasu

Vykričaného do neba

No nikto neodpovedá

Keď diabol hádže polená pod kolená

Bez Teba to nedám

Že vraj si alfa omega

Čo nosí naše bremená

Ja volám do hory

No z hory iba ozvena

Tak kedy padnú okovy?

Ja myšlienkové pochody mám

A to sú dôvody a podoby rán

Ktoré chcem ponoriť

Do vody živej «bam»!

Aký je Boží plán, vie iba môj Pán

Možno riešiš dennodenné hlavolamy

Že Boh je len na obrázku maľovaný

Možno stratil si blízkych, ktorí boli pre teba jak drahokamy

Že vraj Boh je prísny za to, že ich nechal zomrieť pred očami?

No on tam bol

Možno v priateľoch, ktorí pri tebe stáli

Keď sa hojili rany

Áno, On tam Bol

Dal ti silu, aby nemal si stavy

On tam bol, keď si prechádzal trápením

On tam bol, keď si zase padal k zemi

On tam bol, keď si mal plný stôl

On tam bol, áno, Boh tam bol

Lebo On tam bol, keď to rodina už vzdala

On tam bol, keď si sa cítil sám, sama

On tam bol aj pri každej show

On tam bol, áno, Boh tam bol

Spomínam na časy, keď sme si ešte len boli cudzí

V našom vzťahu vládlo ticho ako v pantomíme

Ale keby neexistuje, tak už som mimo ľudí

Zavretý za mrežami alebo na cintoríne

Lebo On bol pri mne

Aj keď kamaráta bili dvaja na zemi a mňa len držali

Aj keď ma naháňali so psami za moje kšefty s drogami

A nejako som sa im stratil, jak Aladin sa vyparil

Lebo On tam bol

Aj keď som vonku pri bongu si sedel netušiac, nevedel

No že ešte v ten deň večer si ma druhá parta chytila a pritiahla

A vítala ma tak, že vytiahla mi ku krku čepeľ

Aj keď som chcel viackrát už odísť z domu

Aj keď mi plamene ohňa obkolesovali nohy

Sj keď som mal v živote púšť strácal vôľu

Tak mi pomáhal, dával napiť z prameňa živej vody

Raz si chalani zas pýtali odo mňa podporu

Že či nejdem s nimi jazdiť, no ja, že to necítim

Do pol hodiny sa všetci vybúrali do stromu

Ja som ostal doma a oni traja v nemocnici

Otázky, obrazy, dotazy, otáznik v mojej hlave

Povrazy, porazí, dorazí, modlitba, ber to vážne

Adonai je milujúci otec, ktorý stojí v láske

Vedľa teba, aj keď sa vy dvaja možno nepoznáte

A možno si na zemi

Slzy a črepy

Úplne zronený

Preto ti hovorím:

Ja som to nevedel, no dostal som milosť

Ale teraz, keď to už vieš, nezahoď ty túto možnosť

A situácia povstane v ochrane, preto lebo

On tam je, aj keď prechádzaš trápením

On tam je, aj keď zase si zemi

On tam je, aj keď máš plný stôl

On tam je, áno, Boh tam je

On tam je, aj keď to rodina už vzdala

On tam je, aj keď sa cítiš sám, sama

On tam je, je aj pri tejto show

On tu je, áno, Boh tu je

On tam bol, keď si prechádzal trápením

On tam bol, keď si zase padal k zemi

On tam bol, keď si mal plný stôl

On tam bol, áno, Boh tam bol

On tam bol, keď to rodina už vzdala

On tam bol, keď si sa cítil sám, sama

On tam bol aj pri každej show

On tam bol, áno, Boh tam bol

He was there as he went through his misery

He was there when you fell to the ground again

He was there when you had a full table

He was there, yes, God was there

He was there when the family gave up

He was there when you felt alone, alone

He was there at every show

He was there, yes, God was there

When I had anxieties, depky

When I remained skeptical that I was not handsome

And the past bound me so much that I didn't fly out

From that closed cage

I wondered what it would be like before?

How would it be if angels struck heaven then?

I was left without faith

Stress, pain and ulcers

Was it impossible to prevent it?

These sentences pressed to my lips

I didn't know if I could entrust it here again

To God who is here or not?

I wanted to be at the finish line a long time ago

So why have the directions changed?

Why do I have to face it?

And when will the carousel of falls to the ground end?

So someone can tell me

Who should I rely on?

I no longer have confidence in me

I lost a lot

Time and voice

Screaming to heaven

Well, no one is answering

When the devil throws logs below the knees

I won't do it without you

That you're an alpha omega

What our burdens carry

I'm calling to the mountain

Well, it just echoes from the mountain

So when do the shackles fall?

I have thought processes

And these are the reasons and forms of wounds

Which I want to dive

Into the water living «bam»!

Only my Lord knows what God's plan is

Maybe you're solving daily puzzles

That God is only painted in the picture

Maybe you lost loved ones who were like gems to you

That God is stern for letting them die before their eyes?

Well, he was there

Maybe in the friends who stood by you

When wounds healed

Yes, he was there

He gave you the strength not to have states

He was there as he went through his misery

He was there when you fell to the ground again

He was there when you had a full table

He was there, yes, God was there

Because He was there when the family gave up

He was there when you felt alone, alone

He was there at every show

He was there, yes, God was there

I remember the times when we were just strangers

There was silence in our relationship like in a pantomime

But if it doesn't exist, I'm out of people

Closed behind bars or in a cemetery

Because He was with me

Even though my friend was beaten on the ground and they just kept me

Even though they chased me with dogs for my drug dealings

And somehow I lost track of them as Aladdin evaporated

Because He was there

Even though I was sitting outside by the bong, unaware, he didn't know

Well, that other evening, the second group caught me and pulled me

And she greeted me by pulling a blade to my neck

Even though I wanted to leave the house several times

Even though the flames of fire surrounded my legs

Sj when I had a desert life I lost my will

So he helped me, he gave me a drink of living water

Once the boys asked for my support again

That I don't go with them, but I don't feel it

Within half an hour, everyone was waking up in a tree

I stayed at home and they were three in the hospital

Questions, pictures, questions, question mark in my head

Ropes, beats, arrives, prayer, take it seriously

Adonai is a loving father who stands in love

Next to you, even though you two may not know each other

And maybe you're on the ground

Tears and shards

Totally injured

That's why I'm telling you:

I didn't know, but I got grace

But now that you know it, don't throw it away

And the situation will arise in protection, because

He is there, even though you are in trouble

He is there, even if he lands again

He's there, even if you have a full table

He is there, yes, God is there

He's there, even though the family has given up

He is there, even if you feel alone, alone

He is there, he is also at this show

He is here, yes, God is here

He was there as he went through his misery

He was there when you fell to the ground again

He was there when you had a full table

He was there, yes, God was there

He was there when the family gave up

He was there when you felt alone, alone

He was there at every show

He was there, yes, God was there