Still Remembering - As It Is

My heart’s as heavy

As these nights are long

And I curse these spaces between my fingers

Where for a time you belonged

And you’ll find somebody new who’s worth your time

Someone whose words sound sweeter than mine

I’ll hope to mend, trying my best just to get by

Can you tell me what hurts more

Is it remembering or forgetting?

The past that once was ours

Am I remembering, still remembering or forgetting?

I’ve kept your portrait framed within my mind

It remains untouched

Of new paints and brushes, yet

Still it changed over time

When you left, not without warning or regret

Nothing would fill this hole in my chest

Here’s your farewell

I wish you nothing but the best

Can you tell me what hurts more

Is it remembering or forgetting?

The past that once was ours

Am I remembering, still remembering or forgetting?

So, my love, goodbye

So, my love, goodbye

Tell me what hurts more

Is it remembering or forgetting?

The past that once was ours

Am I remembering, still remembering?

Can you tell me what hurts more

Is it remembering or forgetting?

The past that once was ours

Am I remembering, still remembering?

Am I remembering, still remembering or forgetting?