On My Own - Apollo, Packy

Y’all was never present back when I was goin' through it

Convos with my mama like, «One day, we gon' get through this»

I would put it in my music, I was on the radio

Now these motherfuckers tryna act like they ain’t play me though

I been on my grind, nights without my parents

Y’all don’t understand, I was so fuckin' embarrassed

My house was never furnished, we were sleepin' on a terrace

And my house was filled with roaches but that shit, I finally cherish

You know how it feel when you nappin' for your dinner

And you know how it feel with no jackets in the winter

I would heat myself on the stove, fu-fu-fuck it, we were so broke

And I ain’t never had shit, that’s why I do this all on my own

Yeah, I do this all on my own: write, record every song

Bitch, I’m poppin'

Finna pop in the next three years top when I drop this shit

I’m never backin' down

I used to wish I was different but guess what they askin' now?

Traphouse tryna make a livin', lemme get it

I’ve been in and out the city for a minute, tryna make it, I’m gone

And you don’t really know what I be on

And you don’t really know who I am

I remember nights sleepin' on the floor

Those days turned me to the motherfuckin' man

You never had rodents as your roommates

Songs hot, world’s cold, damn this life two-faced

I been goin' through it, you ain’t know the half

Future lookin' straight no rubbernecking on my past

Look, 13 and I’m prayin', «God, don’t take away my mother»

We got memories to make still, I got sister and a brother

We got doctors sayin' they don’t have the answers

They ain’t never seen that shit before

Mom and Dad keep flyin' out of state

They keep comin' back with nothin' more

Finally, they had to amputate, scared as hell that I’d lose her

She put on a happy face, taught me how to be a trooper

She a true survivor, she the reason I just keep it level, keep it even

I got faith and I just keep believing

People changin' with the seasons

Try to tell you what you been through, try to tell you who you are

People talk a lot of talk, they could never walk a mile

Ever had your friends all in a courtroom?

Ever had to sit across the aisle?

People fakin' all their fuckin' problems

I just learned to fake a fuckin' smile, yeah

And you don’t really know what I be on

And you don’t really know who I am

I remember nights sleepin' on the floor

Those days turned me to the motherfuckin' man

You never had rodents as your roommates

Songs hot, world’s cold, damn this life two-faced

I been goin' through it, you ain’t know the half

Future lookin' straight no rubbernecking on my past