Sedate Myself - Aphyxion

The easy solution to derail my mind

To escape from reality

The easy solution to leave behind

A mind entwined in agony

I know it’s not the way, I know it’s not alright

I can’t help myself, I know it’s not alright

I know there’s help out there, I know there’s people who care

But I can’t reach them

I can’t feel my fucking face, everything becomes so numb this way

Sedate myself

Escaping from reality

Sedate myself

To feel free, oh to feel free

I dug myself a hole to deep

To numb my pain, to fall asleep

Sedate myself

To feel free, oh to feel free

I am looking straight in the carnival mirror

Watch my demons come clearer

All is centered around one thing

It’s drawing me nearer every day

I know it’s not the way, I know it’s not alright

This is who I am, I know it’s not alright

At least that’s what I tell myself every day

To make the thoughts go away

I can’t feel my fucking face, everything becomes so numb this way

Sedate myself

Escaping from reality

Sedate myself

To feel free, oh to feel free

I dug myself a hole to deep

To numb my pain, to fall asleep

Sedate myself

To feel free, oh to feel free

The days are blurring out, but it’s better this way

Just one more moment of precious silence

To keep from hurting, to keep my thoughts at bay

I sedate myself every single fucking day

At some point this poison will sting

At some point this poison will sting

Sedate myself

Escaping from reality

Sedate myself

To feel free, oh to feel free

I dug myself a hole to deep

To numb my pain, to fall asleep

Sedate myself

To feel free, oh to feel free

To feel free, oh to feel free

I dug myself a hole to deep

To numb my pain, to fall asleep

Sedate myself

To feel free, oh to feel free