Spit You Out - Apate

Left to rely on myself, bleeding and crying for help

This constant self pity’s a bitch, it’s just the cards I was dealt

Endless asking what is wrong with me?

Live a day in my shoes then you’ll fucking see

What?!

And then you’ll fucking see

What!

What!

Born a burden, a stain, so worthless

Never learnt to speak up for myself

It’s always been this way

I’m just the trash you throw out at the end of the night

Nothing to hold onto right?

That’s always been my life

And I can not get out of my head

The thoughts you left, they taste of regret

Bitter and sour, I spit them out

I spit you out, I spit you

Always searching for acceptance but there’s nothing there

Just the freak who everyone looks at and won’t come near

Do you know what it’s like to feel so worthless and so alone?

To have to grow up in a broken home

This home is fucking broken

And I’ll just bleed myself dry

Trying to fix something that’s always been dead

It’s always been dead

And I can not get out of my head

The thoughts you left, they taste of regret

Bitter and sour, I spit them out

I spit you out

Yeah!

And I can not get out of my head

The thoughts you left, they taste of regret

Bitter and sour, I spit them out

I spit you out, I spit you