Bittersweet - Anson

I’ve been searching for a long time

Just to find out if I mean right

Am I okay?

Am I honest?

Was I lying to myself?

I remember way back when

I was trying so hard

Stole my father’s car

Trying to get away

How did I make it that far?

Grabbed a bottle of Jack and got lost in a fantasy I made for me

But I’m still stuck right here

I don’t know if I made it clear

That I crashed into a wasteland

Dived down deeper than I should have

When I’m falling down strung out and faded

Back before the drugs and the medication

Things were looking up, how did I get here?

Locked up in my room, too tired to be scard

Trying not to call on my temptations, but just like her lipstick I still tast it

A bitter so sweet

I’ve been waking to the sunrise

Asking questions that I can’t find

Am I so close to the answers I don’t believe them cause I’m blind?

I can’t see at all

I’ve been giving it up

Living life on luck

Stuck in the middle of my fake friends who don’t give a fuck

Long nights we spend in L. A

All the noises wash over me

It’s all make believe

But I’m still stuck right here

I don’t know if I made it clear

That I crashed into a wasteland

Dived down deeper than I should have

When I’m falling down strung out and faded

Back before the drugs and the medication

Things were looking up, how did I get here?

Locked up in my room, too tired to be scared

Trying not to call on my temptations, but just like her lipstick I still taste

it

A bitter so sweet

And I don’t want to be a bother, but you know it’s criminal how lost we all can

be

Is it typical to turn our backs on ourselves, with our hearts turned out on our

sleeves

And I don’t want to live this way, I don’t want to live ashamed

I don’t want to live this way

That I crashed into a wasteland

Dived down deeper than I should have

When I’m falling down strung out and faded

Back before the drugs and the medication

Things were looking up, how did I get here?

Locked up in my room, too tired to be scared

Trying not to call on my temptations, but just like her lipstick I still taste

it

A bitter so sweet

A bitter so sweet

A bitter so sweet