Nihilist Blues - Annisokay

I’ve been climbing up the walls

To escape the sinking feeling

But I can’t hide from the nihilist at my door

Buried in the basement floor

Didn’t know what I had planted

It blossomed with all the heart of a cold war

I’m a spirit in a tomb

Won’t somebody raise the roof

I’m going white, I’m going black, I’m going blue

Do you mind if I’m exhumed?

I’m the ashes in the plume

I’m a beggar in the ruin

I’m peaking out, I’m burning up, I’m shooting through

I’m only lonely for the truth

Paradise is in my soul

And I’m terrified I can’t get out

I’m lost in a labyrinth

We are lost in a labyrinth

Paradise is in my soul

And I’m terrified I can’t get out

I’m lost in a labyrinth

We are lost in a labyrinth

Please don’t follow

Please don’t follow

Paradise is in my soul

And I’m terrified I can’t get out

I’m lost in a labyrinth

We are lost in a labyrinth

Please don’t follow

You were in my dream last night

But your face was someone else’s

A twitch in my spine, a mutual disorder

Isolation neophyte

Too afraid to taste your conscience

You march in the dark, little lamb to the slaughter

I’m the ashes in the plume

I’m a beggar in the room

I’m peaking out, I’m burning up, I’m shooting through

I’m only lonely for the truth

Paradise is in my soul

And I’m terrified I can’t get out

I’m lost in a labyrinth

We are lost in a labyrinth

Please don’t follow

Paradise is in my soul

And I’m terrified I can’t get out

I’m lost in a labyrinth

We are lost in a labyrinth

Please don’t follow

Please don’t follow

Please don’t follow

I’m the ashes in the plume

I’m a beggar in the room

I’m peaking out, I’m burning up, I’m shooting through

I’m only lonely for the truth

Please don’t follow

Please don’t follow