Operating From The Ditch - Animosity

It’s sick, operating from this ditch

It boggles my mind we still have to put up with this shit

We have been dragging for years

And if words mean nothing then why are we talking

So many times I wish I had the strength to turn around walking

It’s beyond an injustice, the way that we are trampled and it still blows my

mind

Just save your sleepless nights of abuse and binges for when I need you the

most so I can regret my faith in you

Now my heart is pounding at the sight of your stupid glass eyes

Can’t see straight, can’t walk straight, can’t live straight

You just spit in my face knowing that I’ll be there tomorrow to drag you along

You’re a liar, and you are taking years off my life

Jaw clinched tight even long after you are out of sight

Prove me wrong, if prove me wrong then I would gladly forget all about this song

But somehow you continue to surprise me

How long can I sustain this?

Dysfunction leaving me brainless

Scornful derision is the message your sending

A throat full of curses is inevitably pending

You can’t hide shit from me, that’s ridiculous

Try to play it off you can’t be serious

I wish there was a way out

Got to find a way to cure what’s inside of you

I am having dreams at night of my hands violently wrapped around your neck,

and I want to return the pain

It’s hard to believe where I have placed my priorities in life knowing who you

really are

I am just glad that I’m not you, and I will never be like you

I got my guard up for another let down, and sadly enough it prefaces your name

And here we are again

You make it so hard to just be proud of my self, sooner than later I might just

be somebody else

Take a look at yourself