Still Glowing Ashes - Angellore

I don’t tell the truth

Remain in the light

And I hold the breath of all those yesterdays

Feel you in my heart

Remain in the light

And I always see the cross of yesterday

Confusion of my soul

This loss, my curse

At night, I stay awake

I am the guardian of my own hell

Feeding the pyre of love-filled dreams

The merciless life

Consumed my illusions

I cherish those fairytales

Even though they were never mine

To reach out for peace of mind

Ashes,

Ashes glowing in the rain

My ashes

Dead and remain in the light

Frozen fire always burns

And cover my ashes

And the cross of yesterday…

A longing without an end

A memory that shall not leave

From time to time

It seems so pointless

That a cruel rage weakens my heart

The fragile silence echoes my pain

Underneath the cross

Protected by its shadow

I gather our old treasures

Delusive haven against myself

Where my ashes always remain