Outta My Mind - ANg

I loved you so much that when you hurt me

I defended what you did (huh)

Must be outta my mind, God forbid

God forbid

I loved you so much that when you hurt me

I defended what you did (huh)

Must be outta my mind, God forbid

God forbid

I’ll make time because you’re worth it

But fall back when you don’t deserve it

Feel like you were a lesson, well I learned it

Can’t believe it left me hurtin'

You see

They beg for your time then they waste it

Like if they aren’t an easy replacement

There words and actions aren’t adjacent

But when I call em out they say I’m hatin'

Nah dog, be complacent

And quit all the complainin'

The bag, that’s what I’m chasin'

Cause the friends they come and they go

They say their your friends but be your foes

But me I keep it ten toes

And with my loyalty, man it shows

But they still pull up to my shows

And at the end, still be calling me bro

Oh no

Oh no

They must outta they mind

Cause that well that’s not fine

Matter fact, dog why you lyin'

Like my goons won’t aim at your spine

Then shoot at your heart like twice

I’m talking bout angels not demons

I’m talking bout lettin' Jesus in

But y’all ain’t ready for that conversation

So I’ll just be patient

I loved you so much that when you hurt me

I defended what you did (huh)

Must be outta my mind, God forbid

God forbid

I loved you so much that when you hurt me

I defended what you did (huh)

Must be outta my mind, God forbid

God forbid

Outta my mind (mind)

Outta my

Outta my

Outta my mind (huh)

Outta my

Outta my

Outta my mind (huh)

Outta my

Outta my

Outta my mind (huh)

Outta my

Outta my

(Ang)

I’ve been outta my mind a thousands times

I’ve done wasted my time on this earth

I don’t feel alive most of the time why must

I still stay here rather trade my life

Now so I say

I still feel that way but I be inna different place

More happier than before so I can say I’ll be okay ok

Still constantly fighting my demons don’t know when it’ll go away

I think I should chill with them

Cuz I almost let em win either way

I know God right here, right beside me

So I ain’t worried about anything (anything)

Lately I pushed all the negative things away

Screw the past

I just now worry about my future

That’s just how I see myself today

I know I’ve been distant wit my friends, such a shame

But I had to do that to transcend to a better version of myself

I know

I know

I been feelin' some type of way for some time

That’s why I been gone for so long

I’ve been inna different zone than most people that I know

Ain’t no diss just the truth

Best believe I don’t want no beef just gettin stuff off my chest

Ahh

When I’m upset

I shut myself down

I have no motivation for anything

I convince myself that nobody cares

Even though there’s a spark of hope that maybe they do

I think about all the negative things I could possibly think of

I tell myself I deserve to feel pain

I’m not sure why I do that

But I know Gods got a plan