Chimerical Reality - And Hell Followed With

Save me from

Derangement

Distorted visions cloud my mind

I cannot recollect

Ego and intellect

All sense of self fallen by the wayside

Save me from destruction

Sensory overload

Chaos has been bestowed

Save me from deception

Is this reality

Or is it make believe?

Isolated

In this moment

Eyes dilated

Destiny decided

Fictional truth;

a simulation

We are born into a life we never asked to live in

We are born into a life with no promise of eminence

Why try, if everything dies?

If tomorrow was our last day would we pray?

This nightmare ends where it first began

All alone

Within the deepest depths of ignorance

That which is not dead can eternal lie

And with stranger aeons even death may die

I’m breaking

Everything I am

Everything I want to be

Feels like a lie

Feels like a fever dream

Chimerical reality, counterfeit scheme

Betwixt the darkness and the light

There is chaos misaligned

Misfortune

Festering within the shadow self;

hidden

Every direction there’s calamity

I cannot ascertain my being

I’m breaking

Save me from oblivion

This world is a lie

I’m breaking

Everything I am

Everything I want to be

I’m breaking

Everything I am

Everything I want to be

Feels like a lie