Complete Surrender - Anasarca

Just a normal day, I went for dinner

Suddenly it became very cold

Attack of shuddering, pain left side

Laid me down into a bed

Pain became more intense

Coldness grew — unconsciousness

Stood up, walked away, fell down stairs

Infusions of blood were given — no chance for a cure

10 days I spent in a clinic

10 days to know more and more

10 days to realize I’m dying

My thoughts of death became the core

Therapy for the dying

Treatments without a sense

Coldness grew — unconsciousness

Cold communication

No one really cares for me

Insignificant blather

No one calmes me down

10 days I spent in a clinic

10 days to know more and more

10 days to realize I’m dying

My thoughts of death became the core