Retrospect - Ambleside

This small glimpse of light that used to be my life

So visible in this darkness burning bright

I was weighed down by nothing

But i was weighed down by everything

An average morning converted me to light

The sound of that plane still roars inside

I was no one to myself, no one to others

I passed away without saying i love you to my mother

I had so much to live for

So much room to grow

People who adored me

And a love filled home

But I was always blinded

Blinded by myself

And its hard to be reminded

until the time left expires

No expression, No closure, no meaning.

alone in a space where no one can hear me

Im forced to look down at the people i took for granted

Struggling, suffering.

They genuinely need me

I had so much to live for

So much room to grow

People who adored me

And a love filled home

But I was always blinded

Blinded by myself

And its hard to be reminded

until the time left expires

And i keep asking myself

Where did i go wrong?

Now im just space

And I am nothing

I am the air around you.

And Im so sorry.