How It Had Been - Amanda Somerville

I thought that you’d forgotten me

And it’s plain to see why

And I won’t pretend to be

Not at all angry or try not to cry

So, forgive me if I just let it out

And, believe me I won’t mean to shout

But I need!

Oh!

I need.

Oh I need to

I must say it’s not been fun

And more than a little dumb for too long

They say that time heals everything

But I think that’s a bunch of shit

Oh, how they‘re wrong

So, forgive me if I just let it out

And believe me I won’t mean to shout

If you read me than just let me spout off

But I need!

Oh!

I need.

Ooohhhh I need to

And I hope you can recall the love from before it all

Even though I know it’ll never again

Be how it had been

And I want you to know now I miss you even more

For I know, it’ll never again

Be how it had been

So, forgive me if I just let it out

And believe me I won’t mean to shout

If you read me than just let me spout off

If you still need me, don’t make me walk out

And know it’s silly of me that I might still pout

But I need

Oh… I need

Oh… I need to