Philosophy - Allison Crowe

Rain has always fallen silently in my mind

And its built up so high that I’ll drown in my own faults

And when I stop breathing maybe I’ll be taken to a place

Where I can be of some use

Now tell me baby, is this not like me

I can’t be here now and I don’t want your eyes reaching mine

I don’t understand why all you had you had to leave behind

I can’t stay here now

And I wish my plans were only residential

So I will tell you now that baby I am not unique

So I will empty my veins so my blood can no longer run cold

And my voice will cease shrieking so you can’t disagree

I will try to fly

And if I don’t make it at least I’ll know that I

Didn’t have to watch myself fail again

Well I have got to go

I can walk into the sea

And open my eyes so I can’t see

And I can feel you rush in to me

And I am drowning

And I am free